Looking Back and Flashing Forward

I must admit how incredibly silly i am at times. It is time for an update: Nick broke up with me over the summer, over the phone, while i was on my road trip. It broke my heart- yada yada yada- I finally reached Ohio, met my family for the first time in eight years and was pleasantly surprised to find out that i was welcome and loved. I got pissed at my grandparents, chose to stay in Ohio, and eventually had to fly back to Utah because i didn't want to go to court for the necessary custody change. I matured tremendously, and finally found the true and firm character of Erica. I decided to hang out with my four-year-admirer: Zac. I had fun, fell in love, and now we are together. For the first time I KNOW I love him, I KNOW he loves me, and I KNOW we will be together for the rest of our lives.... after the six year break due to college.

Because my biggest dream is to grow up and have a family, i already have my whole future planned out:

-Graduate high school
-Go to snow collage
-Transfer to Juilliard
-Get a job sweeping floors at Broadway
-Get married
-Have baby boy Benjamin Gabriel
-Have baby girl Kiara Anastasia
-Continue my pursuit of acting
-Continue to bask in the wonderful family atmosphere my husband and I have created at home
-Tell my grandpa "I told you so."

Perfection.