Hella Creepin

Today I had the urge to draw something beautiful on my wrist so I looked around, and the most beautiful thing I saw was Laura... so I drew her... perfection. Truly beautiful!

Man With Four Milks

Okay here is my first photo journal entry! This is of a man who normally gets 3 glasses of milk, today however he chose to pick up 4. All of them were are various stages of being consumed... He is there right above my shoulder. Hmmm....

naivete

No, I dont love him. I would delete those obscenely embarrassing posts, however, I do not want to forget how I used to be. Quick update: I dated another Nick, broke up, gave it a while, and I am now dating Chandler. Boys, boys, boys. Whatever. I don't know if we will last, and I'm not worried, all I know is I like being with him now.

I am now in college in the Actor Training Program at the University of Utah. I'm a wee bit addicted to shopping. I'm in a play that premieres next Thursday: "Les Belle-Soeurs" by Michale Tremblay. And I am preparing to go to Guatemala over spring break for a service project. I am getting strait A's!

I have the urge to create a daily picture journal, so thats what I be doin'.

It will begin shortly!

<3

Looking Back and Flashing Forward

I must admit how incredibly silly i am at times. It is time for an update: Nick broke up with me over the summer, over the phone, while i was on my road trip. It broke my heart- yada yada yada- I finally reached Ohio, met my family for the first time in eight years and was pleasantly surprised to find out that i was welcome and loved. I got pissed at my grandparents, chose to stay in Ohio, and eventually had to fly back to Utah because i didn't want to go to court for the necessary custody change. I matured tremendously, and finally found the true and firm character of Erica. I decided to hang out with my four-year-admirer: Zac. I had fun, fell in love, and now we are together. For the first time I KNOW I love him, I KNOW he loves me, and I KNOW we will be together for the rest of our lives.... after the six year break due to college.

Because my biggest dream is to grow up and have a family, i already have my whole future planned out:

-Graduate high school
-Go to snow collage
-Transfer to Juilliard
-Get a job sweeping floors at Broadway
-Get married
-Have baby boy Benjamin Gabriel
-Have baby girl Kiara Anastasia
-Continue my pursuit of acting
-Continue to bask in the wonderful family atmosphere my husband and I have created at home
-Tell my grandpa "I told you so."

Perfection.

It shouldn't be: BFF. It should be: BFFUSSACAAI

Forget Best Friends Forever, it should be: Best Friends Forever Until Some Stupid Asshole Comes Along And Intervenes. Abbie, i miss you; and you are still like a sister to me.

Sorry Anastasia doesn't have a quote strong enough. Today it need to be "WTF?! REALLY?!"

The Pre-Story: At the beginning of the summer i started texting Ryan Andersen. We hadn't talked for a while and we were really having fun. It became a daily thing. Then near the end of the summer i started dating a boy named Jake Mansell. Ryan didn't like that; he gave me all sorts of crap for it. After that relationship Ryan and i started getting closer and trying to make more of our friendship; but his best friend (Ryan Yates) got in the way, and moody Ryan A. decided to dramatically exit my life. I accepted it, he was just creating unwanted drama. Then i started dating Nick Bradberry, around the same time Ryan A. decided to forgive me until he found out about Nick; then he just started talking crap about Nick to me over text and i was completely fed up with it because by this time i was completely over Ryan A. and devoted to Nick. I texted Nick, joking, asking for him to hurt Ryan and this is what came of it.... on facebook...... for all my friends to read:

Nick Bradberry

Hey Ryan,
Erica is very annoyed with you, Personally i got nothing against you but you have been making my girlfriend angry and i hear that you arent saying very nice things either. Honestly i don't care what you say about me, but its upsetting my girlfriend so i would ask you kindly to stop please. hope this doesnt ruin and friendship we might have had. I like my girlfriend alot and she likes me just as much, If you could do that for me then that would be great.
Thanks buddy.

Ryan Andersen
Hahaha alright

Ryan Andersen

How do you even do a wall post like that? :P you guys PACK the high school drama in there huh? I will try to stop talking trash, but i can't make any promises, that is just so much material right there! Over and out!

Nick Bradberry

i am trying to me very nice about this man, I really have nothing against you. Sometimes i even think you would be pretty cool, but the one causing the drama isnt me or her it's you. You could have been nice about his but you had to go and say that. i don't want drama and either does she, all i am asking is that you don't say bad things about us.

Lol this isnt drama, im just talking trash. I haven't been talking trash about her, mostly your self bathroom pictures :P

Nick Bradberry

Well i guess they are pretty stupid but that was over a year ago, honestly i dont like them either, they remind me of the time when i was stupid and was trying to be cool. anyways back to the point, i dont care if you talk crap on me, lots of people do and you are far from doing any harm to me. talk trash on me all you want just not to my girlfriend, she likes talking to you. you are annoying her with it and ruining your friendship.

Ryan Andersen

...you were the one that uploaded them on facebook :P thanks for the heads up buddy!

Ryan Andersen

Sorry Nick I did it again! I just thought I should come clean in case Erica tells you ;)

Erica Carvalho
Ok. Seriously enough guys.

Ryan Andersen
Deal :)

Nick Bradberry

sorry but no deal for me, what is erica suppose to tell me? What are you getting from all of this? Annoying me? Ruin a good friendship? Try to steal my girlfriend away from me? LOL no of this is is happening and your just making yourself look like Big king Asshole.

Ryan Andersen

That's what I was going for! So actually that is a compliment, thank you Nick!

Ryan Andersen

I have achieved excellence!

Ryan Andersen
"I love the way you shake that waist"! Thank you, thank you, hold the applause!

Nick Bradberry
so lets sum this up, You want to be big kind asshole, You think you can you can steal my girlfriend away from me, and you find this entertaining? Wow holy shit dude your fucking off your nut, No wonder she doesn't like you any more. I understand now that your crazy, stupid, retarded and most of all fucking pathetic.

Nick Bradberry

"Nick: 1, Ryan: 0"

Ryan Andersen

Haha Let's see if you talk so big at school tough guy. You guys are freakin sensitive by the way. Drama club is a good place for you ;)

Ryan Andersen

And by the way to keep score like that you actually have to make a burn. I could call you names until my face turned blue! Haha dumbass

Nick Bradberry

alright i am more then happy to see what you got :) And fuck you. I can see that you are just some stupid kid that only see things that other stupid people talk about. In other words your words and actions are for the people around you. you keeping up with me? OK i will say it simply your a stupid fuck who doesn't know anything. why don't you just stop talking and that's that. nothing more happens? Deal? you should be smart enough to figure this oen out.

Ryan Yates
Is there going to be rumble in the jungle!!!!!!

Ryan Andersen

Haha I can see that was hard to process, but I am PRETTY sure I got it! Lol hear that Ryan? The Sophomore knows all! Maybe venture out into the world from your little drama club before you open your flap trap eh? And yes I believe i made that up :)

Ryan Andersen

Ryan who's dog is that in your picture? You're dog is black...? :P

Ryan Yates
Its Richards I was bored can I film the ass whooping

Nick Bradberry

Ryan Anderson believe it or not, but i am the open minded one in this situation. If you think that the only people i hang out with is just drama kids, you don't know shit. Just because i like it at the drama department because they are smart and a lot more fun to hang out. So you think you can take me because your the junior and i am the sophomore...(tharr be more) Peer into the depths right? haha. not a chance. you think that this is the first shit talking i have ever done? Wrong again. Think that you are the first kid to want to fight me? wrong. Think that your the first kid that will end up fighting me? Wrong. Ask Ryan Yates, I got in fight in football all the time, because all the guys didn't like me. So Once Again your The Stupid fuck in this Situation. pull your head out of your ass and fucking open your eyes.

Ryan Yates

You got your ass kicked in football what in gods name are you talking about you did get in fights if your proud of that but you lost all of them? So why are you telling him to ask me you didn't last in football.remember you quit for the play.

Ryan Andersen

Haha I wonder why nobody likes you...oh, because you are an ass face! I actually didn't make any of those assumptions, which makes you the idiot...once again. Man I don't know how Erica can stand you, you are just not a likeable kid. You wear tight ass pants as if you are a skater, which you are not. I am not entertaining you anymore. Bye bye nicholas bradburry!

Nick Bradberry

well i am the one that ended up with the girl :P

Nick Bradberry

what does that say about you?

Ryan Andersen

I'm not her puppet

Ryan Yates

What a dramatic climax!

Nick Bradberry

lol yeah because she MAKES me do what ever she wants.

I am a Good boyfriend. Your mad because she likes me and not you. End of story. Done with this. See ya

Ryan Yates

I think the words your looking for aren't Good boyfriend there pussy and whipped

Ryan Andersen
Hahaha!

The Outcome: I finally got sick and tired of being nice to Ryan A. about the whole situation so i sent him a message saying i thought he was a douche and he said that that was it and he was over me, and i said ok that was great, and he said something along the lines of: "You think your so hot because you have a ton of guys at your finger tips, but yadda, yadda, yadda..." Then he texted me later trying to get Nick's number so he could contact him because he is still talking all tough even though we ALL know he isn't going to do shit, and here is me, he is already forgiven in my eyes, and i even slip up and smile at him when we pass in the hall until i catch myself and get really frustrated and look away.... he just smirks. In conclusion: Nick and i are great :) thanks for asking.

"And never slurp the strognoff."

Because the one thing i want more than anything in the world is to weigh 95 to 98 lbs. and i have gained some devilish Christmas pounds i have decided to take my crazy diet to the blog to make it more official and HOPEFULLY i will get somewhere, and look extra sexy for my boyfriend's return.

Current weight: 115 lbs
Goal weight: 98 lbs
Difference: 17 lbs
Days: 7
Lbs per day: roughly 2.5
Practicality: null

Obviously this isn't going to work. However i can be as extreme as i can possibly manage without fainting as long as it takes me to reach my goal weight. The absolute deadline is my birthday February 28.

The plan:
Do pilates and aerobics as much as possible.
Drink iced tea like there's no tomorrow.
Have one light sandwich a day including:
1 slice of whole wheat bread
turkey
spicy brown mustard
Eat one piece of dark chocolate everyday
Look in the mirror when you wake up each day and tell yourself your beautiful.

The weight isn't the only issue. Some beauty tid-bits i feel i should touch upon are:
Lotion whole body everyday. Continue to shave "delicates." Pluck/ shape eyebrows. Stretch a little everyday. Continue using acne cleanser. Brush teeth thoroughly + use tooth pick to whiten. Use cuticle cream. GET SLEEP! Use medicine on split lip.

And lastly do a little homework every night, and find alternatives to watching tv.

Best of luck Erica! You deserve this.